1. |
On The Clouds
05:15
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“it’s you,
you’ve got my life to take a wrong turn
and you’ve taken away even my will to correct.
so it’s not my own fault
that has let me go on
aimlessly in the direction.
predetermined cul-de-sac.”
“why won’t you try?”
when I am asked
I bring up this determinism
as an excuse.
I might not make it
I might not make it
you’ve taken away
even my will to give it a try
I shouldn’t go on like this
yeah I have to wake up
but I don’t know what it means
and where I should go
how can I do?
I have no idea
now I’m in a fog
random impulsive talking
with no feet on the ground
feels like I am on the clouds
feels like my feet to stand were lost
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2. |
That's When I
03:02
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when you’re holding your head
I don’t pay any attention
but when I do the same
I really want you to care
that’s when I do it again
and I want you to care
even when you’re so depressed
you will never say it at all
but when I’m a little blue
oh I easily say I am
that’s when I feel depressed
and I say I am so blue
that’s when I hang my head
that’s when I deeply sigh
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3. |
A New Lifestyle
03:41
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I’ve given up on my dreams
how did it come to this?
I’m only 22!
while people around me are talking about their future
with stars in their eyes
I don’t want to die
but I don’t want to live
’cos there’s no longer any way to win
people around me are eating and being eaten
oh yeah, I’m so free
don’t work
don’t buy
don’t get married
don’t have kids
I’m waste in this society
hey, take it easy, man
take it easy
what torments you is desires
it’s like nobody here can understand me
but I don’t care
I’m so fine!
I’m just not trying too hard
I’m tired of fighting
I’ve got new values
why are you so annoyed?
this is what you’ve made yourself
I don’t need anymore
don’t work
don’t buy
don’t get married
don’t have kids
I’m waste in this society
hey, take it easy, man
take it easy
what torments you is desires
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4. |
Umbrella
04:50
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you’re waiting alone in the rain without an umbrella
you’re waiting alone for someone who’ll never come
on such a cold day I see your face
your eyes are very clear and it always makes me cry
'cos I’m not ready
'cos I’m afraid
I’m waiting alone in the rain
my hands are full with tears
and I put them together just to pray
I’m just to pray
I hope that you’ll be just all right
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5. |
But I Can't
01:52
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don’t worry you’ll be happy
'cos you’re such good
it’s wrong that you can’t be happy
but I cannot be good like you
you always deal with pressure
both concrete and vague
and I think that's so beautiful
you’re always right, you’re never wrong
but sometimes it hurts me
I’d like you to remember that
and I cannot be right like you
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here’s an imaginary bridge
a bridge between you and me
and it’s a sad bridge
although I think it’s thick and strong
you say it’s unreliable
but in my dream you’d say
“Even if this bridge burns down
or destroyed by a big earthquake
I’ll swim, I’ll fly, and build again
no matter what it takes
I’ll come to see you”
Boy, fortune and misfortune come at one.
You have to choose between others and yourself.
why?
I can’t
I want both
say
“Even if this bridge burns down
or destroyed by a big earthquake
I’ll swim, I’ll fly, and build again
no matter what it takes
I’ll come to see you”
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7. |
Masturbation
03:26
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tragedies make me patient
you’re on the list, an induction
a sympathy, turn a blind eye,
and the end of farce
dirty cheap tears
lonely night on a too big bed
I’m still aroused
your breath and heart tone
gravity, your warmth and weight
I hate myself
masturbating again
tragedies make me patient
it’s good for you
my hair dyed black, suit and tie
that makes me feel arrested for all my deceits
despair come from hope
I’ll never hope
now is the best moment
you’re the best, you’re my everything
and I’m masturbating again
pull me out
lonely night on a too big bed
I’m still aroused
my breath and heart tone
eternally am I under gravity, a proof of absence?
I’ll wait, wait until there’s no more deceit
unprocessed body, clothes I love
even if time is already gone
that’s what I really need
pull me out
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8. |
Man On Toilet
05:51
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now it’s time to go to that place
again today
again today
a throne in white with elegant curves
it’s always there to welcome me
people need this place, not just me
but I need it in a different way
so I’m going far away
where nobody will ever come
in this world I don’t have to care
time does not pass
no harm
so calm
I’m so happy just sitting still
but the truth is, it’s not that fun
there is no evil, and there is no good
just to escape from decisions
I come back here again and again
this pain I’m feeling
I may have given to someone else
sure at that time I took a gun and I shot it
yeah I shot it
the bullet just happened to miss
but I did shoot
yeah I shot it
flush it down the drain with feces
I don’t want to think about it anymore
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9. |
Disciplined (I am.)
03:34
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a dead bird on the road
I’m just passing through
I’m disciplined
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